29 posts tagged “tired”

Brad called us today!! He sounds good. He is really liking it! It was so good to hear his voice :o) He will call us again next Sunday. I've been napping most of the day. Not sure why I am so sleepy.

I'm still hanging out on the couch. I've tried to get up and do some things around here but I'm still to weak to do much. I'm hoping to have some energy tomorrow and return my books to the library, and return these apps. I'm really tired of feeling like I do. I had a rough night last night. I just tossed and turned until I sent Brad to get me some Nyquil. I took that and tossed and turned another hour or so and then I was out. I had restless body syndrome. For some reason I just had to move my arms and legs constantly, I don't know why. I hope it doesn't happen again tonight. That maybe why I am so tired today. So that's what's new here...not much.

I have no energy at all! I haven't moved off the couch, except to get something to drink, run Tucker out for a quick pee pee, and to get myself to the bathroom. It's a beautiful day out today. Our high today is 78. I wish I could get out and enjoy it but that's not gonna happen. I need to get the kitchen cleaned up but that's not gonna happen either. I'm sure there is some laundry lying around here and there that needs doing. That will have to wait until the guys come home tonight. It would be nice to have someone here with me during the day to help me out with stuff. Or better yet, be able to do for myself! I'm still not allowed to vacuum, bend, lift, pretty much nothing. Chad just left to go back to the office. I hope you all have a nice day today.

Changes in a split second! The last 3 days we had the windows raised. Last night we had tornado warnings all around us. Today we have rain and ice and 100% of snow. We should see 2 inches by tonight. I didn't sleep well last night at all. I was hurting so bad. This morning I have the heating pad on and laying on the couch. I feel horrible!

I managed to get dressed and went into work after a quick trip to the library. I got some new reads *yea* I tried to work on my mods at work but they were having classes in the computer lab. Instead I visited with my boss Toby, and my scheduler Amanda. I cleaned out my mail slot and discovered that I had to get my TB test, Hep B, shot, or else. By the time 2:30 rolled around I was hurting really bad and out of what little energy I had. It was a gorgeous day here. 73 was the high, I did drive over by the University (of Oklahoma) It's such a beautiful campus, and full of energy. I came home, changed,  and took Tucker out for a quick walk. Now I'm on the couch with my feet up. I am worn out!
I did buy some multi vitamins for women and I hope they will boost my energy soon! This sucks!
The books I got today are....

I'm in a ton of pain today. Stupid aunt flo is here and I'm having the worst cramps EVER!! Plus I'm zapped of all energy I had. Blah!

I am feeling really weak this morning. I am hoping that I will get some energy as the day goes on. Mornings are always my worst time of the day. I did try the liquid B-12 a bit ago. *YUCK* That is the grossest stuff ever!! But if it works I will endure the nasty taste for some energy. It's going to be a nice day today. I'm hoping that I can sit outside with Tucker just for a bit. Tomorrow is the start of winter weather and much colder temps. I'm so sick of the cold! Not much else going on here today. Just resting. Here is a photo of my roses.

So far today is a good day :o) I hope it stays that way. I managed to get dressed, with my incisions it's hard to wear most of my jeans. But I found an old pair that is really comfy. While I was upstairs I made the bed. Now I'm feeling a bit weak so I'm here on the couch. Tomorrow I am going to try to go to work and do some computer modules. I get to clock in when I work on them, and God knows we could use some extra $$ right now. Kassy called me this morning. She is going to go back to the local vo tech and take the same nursing course I took. I know she would be an awesome nurse, she has the same compassion for others that I have. She and I talk on a daily bases, several times a day. She always has to tell me how onery my grandson is *lol* He's always doing something that just cracks me up, to which she always says "mom, it's not funny" , "Stop laughing" but of course I don't. I learned years ago when the kids were really little that you just have to laugh at all the messes. If you don't it will drive you crazy. I miss those days so much. They go by so fast. I miss being a sahm so much. I would love to be able to work from home. I have always wanted to set up a website selling country and primitive home decor stuff. Foo foo, as it's known here in our house. Maybe some day.

I am so sick of feeling like this! I have zero energy. I only get off the couch to use the bathroom, and just doing that zaps me. I'm feeling like I'm trying to get a bug or something on top of it. I'm also starting to feel depressed. It could from still feeling so bad and recovering from the surgery. It may also be that I've been thinking about my job. I hate working at the hospital and really, REALLY, want to go back to working in assisted living centers. I've tried to explain this to Chad, but he wants me to stay with the hospital. Ugh! Onto another topic...I did start another book last night. I started reading The Things We Do For Love by Kristin Hannah. I'm only 2 or 3 chapters into it but so far it's good. Another good author is Gwen Kirkpatrick, her books are amazing.

I got to leave the town house today! I went to the library and to Wal~Mart to grab some stuff we needed. I still can't drive myself so Josh drove me. I hate not being able to drive!! The library here is very nice. It's huge! What blew me away was the amount of people that were there. In our old town (Much smaller town) I would go to the library and never see another soul, except for the librarian. I love books and enjoy reading so much. I only got 4 books. I was slowly going down hill when I got in there. I just don't have the energy that I once had. I hope this is not a permanent thing. I've been on this couch resting and taking it easy for over a week now, and I still can't do things I need to or want to. When Josh and I were Wal~Mart getting groceries I was so weak and dizzy I could not stand it. Thank God I listened to Chad and didn't fight Josh going with me. I'm home now, back in my sweats and resting on this stupid couch :o/ I am so thankful to have gotten out though. It's a beautiful day here in central Oklahoma :o) I'm not sure which book to start on first. All 4 look really good. Here are the 4 I grabbed.