11 posts tagged “blah”

That's my mood today. My eyes are so red and the skin around my eyes are so raw from crying. I cry for a little while and then I stop, then it starts all over again. I called a place today that hires people to care for people in their homes, hospitals, nursing homes, and assisted living centers. The lady I spoke to was the owner of the company and like me worked at the hospital and then got out for the amount of stress involved. Right now she didn't have any jobs for me but she said things can change. There is no hands on care *Yeah* That means no lifting, or anything like that. Some people just need light housework, errands ran, taken to the doctor, etc...Some need a meal cooked, or just some company. I'm really hoping she calls me back with something soon! I'm really not in the mood to go work on mods today but I guess I'm going. My head hurts from all the crying. The bad thing about the crying spells is I have no control over it. One minute I'm fine the next thing I know I'm crying. Just like that! I'm not sure when we will get the letter stating Brad is going to Iraq or Kuwait. I'm praying for Kuwait! Chad will be home for lunch soon. I need to get some things done around here and get myself around. Hope you have a wonderful day!! {{Hugs}}

I have no energy at all! I haven't moved off the couch, except to get something to drink, run Tucker out for a quick pee pee, and to get myself to the bathroom. It's a beautiful day out today. Our high today is 78. I wish I could get out and enjoy it but that's not gonna happen. I need to get the kitchen cleaned up but that's not gonna happen either. I'm sure there is some laundry lying around here and there that needs doing. That will have to wait until the guys come home tonight. It would be nice to have someone here with me during the day to help me out with stuff. Or better yet, be able to do for myself! I'm still not allowed to vacuum, bend, lift, pretty much nothing. Chad just left to go back to the office. I hope you all have a nice day today.

Could this be the start of the dreaded stomach bug? Has it hit me? Time will tell...

Sick

Last night we had to run a couple of errands and I was feeling pretty bad. I felt like I had a fever, I was in Wal~Mart about to freeze to death. Plus I felt so run down and blah. I should have went and looked at some vitamins. I'm down stairs on the couch. I got up at 7:50 this morning, came down stairs, and feel like I have run a marathon. I may just put off the trip to the library until tomorrow. I was really looking forward to some new books to read today. Maybe later I will find the energy I need and want. I really do need to look into some vitamins. Another thing I want to do is get my butt out of this house, get off this couch and take my camera out and take some photos around town. I love photography! It comes so naturally for me. Well, I'm still in my jammies. I think I'll head up stairs and get dressed. Maybe that will help. Hope you have a great Saturday!

I'm in a ton of pain today. Stupid aunt flo is here and I'm having the worst cramps EVER!! Plus I'm zapped of all energy I had. Blah!

I am so sick of feeling like this! I have zero energy. I only get off the couch to use the bathroom, and just doing that zaps me. I'm feeling like I'm trying to get a bug or something on top of it. I'm also starting to feel depressed. It could from still feeling so bad and recovering from the surgery. It may also be that I've been thinking about my job. I hate working at the hospital and really, REALLY, want to go back to working in assisted living centers. I've tried to explain this to Chad, but he wants me to stay with the hospital. Ugh! Onto another topic...I did start another book last night. I started reading The Things We Do For Love by Kristin Hannah. I'm only 2 or 3 chapters into it but so far it's good. Another good author is Gwen Kirkpatrick, her books are amazing.

After a week of being stuck on the couch recuperating from my surgery. No make up, hair not fixed, nothing. I must be losing it because I'm posting this photo and I don't care *lol*

Me~All Natural

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 I'm not feeling very well at all. I feel like I'm getting a bug or something. I'm still pretty tender, sore and bruised from the surgery. My incisions are itchy and sore also. I'm trying to get in touch with my dr's office to get some pain meds called in. Not much else going on here. Still on the couch *lol* Kassy, may be up tonight to visit and bring their computer so Chad can work on it. So Jeremy will be here tonight :o) I want to watch the new show on NBC tonight called Lipstick Jungle. It looks like it will be good. Chad just left to go back to work. It's nice that he gets to come home for lunch. Brad starts his new job tomorrow morning at 9. He's working at Taco Bell, he will be leaving for basic training here before too long. I'm going to miss having him around here during the day. He's been helping me and taking care of Tucker for me until I get better. I need to get up stairs and get dressed. I was in my jammies all day yesterday, and I'm still in them. Maybe getting dressed will help me feel better. Thanks for all the comments on my post yesterday about being happy with your job and work. I'm going to try the 3-11 and see if it is better for me. I think it will be less stressful.
Hope you have a great Thursday!! {{Hugs}}

I'm back to feeling blah, I think it's due to depression. I'm not myself at all. I hate my job, mostly the shift I work. I would much rather work 3-11. I think that would help me get out of this funk I am in, and get me back to being myself, and liking my job. At this point I'm ready to quit if something doesn't change. I'm going to try to change my schedule to 3-11 starting the 21st of this month. I can't do it until we are moved.

On a much lighter note, today is Chad's birthday :o) Happy Birthday Babe!!! Love ya!!
I'm off today but I have to go in to work to get some computer stuff done. Hope you all have a great day today!
{{Hugs}} 

It's not just me today that is feeling blah. DH was off for Veterans day and also feeling blah. We just don't have energy and feel tired. I don't know what it is. I have some vitamins so I may start taking those. I have to get feeling better, tomorrow I have to go to the hospital to start my paper work, have my pic taken for my badge, and then get my shots and etc. Then after that I have to go to another place and be tested for lifting, and other fun physical testing. I did go today and got some balloons and took them to my dad's grave site. I got one for his birthday (today he would have been 79) and I got one for Veterans day. I spent a little time there. I sat on the ground and reflected on this day last year, the party we had for him, knowing this was to be his last birthday with us. Memories are a wonderful thing.